Anna Johnson (she/they)

Research project: Motherhood: A Ghost Story

Abstract

In February 2016 I began to write about my experience of early motherhood; an experience of such unexpected, powerful, immersive strangeness that I needed to find some way of placing it at a little distance, of beginning to analyse it or maybe just trace it, through writing. This writing has grown into a full-blown life-writing practice, centred on a recurring connection between my experience of motherhood and ideas of haunting, of presence and absence and repetition (daily and generational). This practice makes up the creative-writing side of my PhD.

The critical element of this PhD looks at how, through theories of the spectral, intersectionality, queerness, feminism, failure and anecdote, amongst others, we might aspire to transform and re-possess language in an attempt to express the ineffable. There is failure inherent in this project, but I hope a valuable, generative kind of failure.

Biography

I live/work/parent in London and am studying for a PhD in Creative Writing here at Kingston University.

I teach on the creative writing MA, English literature MA, and English literature BA courses here at Kingston and I also run creative writing workshops.

Areas of research interest

  • Life-writing
  • Motherhood
  • Haunting
  • Intersectionality
  • Chronic illness
  • Queer studies
  • Feminism
  • Neurodiversity
  • Literature
  • Nature writing

Qualifications

  • MA Fine Art, Central Saint Martins
  • BA Hons History and Theory of Art, University of Kent

Publications

Forthcoming (2025): Motherhood: a ghost story, book, Broken Sleep Books

Forthcoming (2024): Visceral Bodies Special issue of Studies in the Maternal Journal, co-editor

2023: But also flesh and salt, creative writing, Motherlore Magazine

2023: some other register, poetry contribution to Dx: Diagnosis and Writing, dxandwriting.com

2022: But Also Flesh and Salt, creative writing, The Contemporary Journal

2022: Failure: the Ghost and the Mother, Alluvium Journal, Special Edition 10.1 

2021: An Intersection of Motherhood and Chronic Illness, chapter in From Band-Aids to Scalpels: Motherhood Experiences in/of Medicine, Demeter Press

2021: Cascading Transitions: Becoming a Writer and Engaging with Neurodiversity in Response to Motherhood, chapter in Women in Transition: Crossing Boundaries, Crossing Borders, Routledge

2018: Objects of a Maternal Haunting, chapter in Everyday World-Making: Towards an Understanding of Affect and Mothering, Demeter Press

2016: Article for Mamsie (Mapping Maternal Subjectivities Identities and Ethics) blog, http://mamsie.org/2016/06/29/a-maternal-haunting/

Conference papers

2023: Visceral Bodies Symposium, interdisciplinary symposium organised by myself and fellow PhD student (Philosophy) Anna Argiró, Kingston University, April 2023

2023: Creativity and Motherhood in Lockdown: An Ongoing Conversation, creative writing zine produced with colleague Dr Lina Hakim for the CAMC Conference, Coventry, March 2023

2021: Failure: the Ghost and the Mother, talk at BACLS-WHN 2021 Virtual Conference

2019: Place in a Temporal Haunting of Motherhood, Genos/Matter/Theory Conference, Kingston University

2018: Cascading Transitions, Women in Transition Conference, Kings and Oxford Universities